Chapters 400, 401, 402, 403, 404, 405, 406, 407, 408, 409, 410, 411, 412, 413, 414, 415 & 416: Untitled.

Happy Saturday!

I know I haven’t posted in a few weeks, and I do apologize for that. There’s no excuse for neglecting my blog, and all of you. 

I just don’t know if I want to continue this anymore. Do you ever have those times where you just feel like giving up? Giving up on your life, your work, your ideas, in favor of throwing in the towel? Sometimes it seems like there’s a mountain of things ahead of me, and I’m afraid that I won’t be able to figure it out. I’m afraid that once I start ‘climbing the mountain’, there will suddenly be and “avalanche”, and everything that has piled up will come crashing down on me.

And that’s a terrifying thing to think about. Especially as I near the end of my semester. I just feel like nothing I do is good enough when it comes to my work, yet I am content socially. I feel like I can’t have the best of both, even though I know that’s not at all true.

When I was stressed last year, I vented via this blog. And now….I don’t know if I can vent to it anymore. I know I can, but I feel like I’m being a burden to all of you readers. And I don’t want you to think I’m just a silly 19-year-old college student. I want to be seen as an adult, as someone you can trust and talk to here.

First, I need to trust myself, because I know I can do it. And it’s about damn time I start.

Sorry for the melancholy post, I just needed to vent a little bit.

But thanks for reading/listening 🙂

Hope you all have an amazing weekend! xxoo 

Chapter 150: Packing & Errands

Happy Saturday!

So, as I mentioned in my last post, I’m flying out to see my family tomorrow, and won’t be back until Thursday. I’m also not bringing my computer, so if I’m not posting at all, that’s the reason why. 

I’ve been running around all day to make sure everything is ready for my trip, and now the only thing left is to finish packing/charging everything. It’s exhausting, but I guess I’ll just sleep on the plane tomorrow.

Hope you all have a great weekend!

xxoo

Chapter 116: Laundry & Homework

Happy Sunday!

As the title shows, today I did my laundry and my homework. Nothing to crazy or exciting, although it was (and still is) extremely time consuming. So, if you think that you have too much free time, yet nothing to occupy it, do your laundry. This advice also goes for college students, since usually all the machines are in use and it takes forever to finish.

For example, I went down to the laundry room at 12…and didn’t return to my room until almost 3. Yeah, it took about 3 hours, and I only had two loads of laundry to do. The only issue is that I’ll have to do it again in two or three weeks, depending on how lazy I am. On the positive side, my clothes were nice and warm when I put them on, which is always amazing.

Hope you all have a great week, and thank you for taking the time to read my blog!

xxoo

Chapter 76: Back In Business

Happy Sunday!

As I’ve mentioned before, I’m back at home for a month for winter break. While I’ve had the weekend to catch up on sleep, I was hoping for a few extra days to snooze. However, my schedule seems to disagree, because I agreed to several babysitting jobs, and a few other things this week.

Ah well, what’s a couple of extra hours of sleep? 

xxoo

Chapter 72: Packing Is Such Sweet Sorrow

Today was my last final exam, and now, my first semester at college is over!

I’m happy to be going back home for a month, and the amount of packing I just finished reflects that. But at the same time, I’m going to miss being with my friends, although I don’t think I’ll miss the work all too much.

So it’s back to my own room for a bit, sans my awesome roommate, but at least I’ll be seeing her soon in 2013!

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Chapter 71: Mentally Drained

Happy Tuesday!

Today was my first day of final exams…and taking two of my hardest subjects back to back was tough, not only for my stress levels, but for my mind as well. I’ve been trying to study as much as possible, and now the backlash has finally hit me. I’m sleep-deprived and my head is pounding. 

Luckily, my last exam is tomorrow afternoon, which gives me a chance to recharge and study tomorrow. If my brain is up to the challenge of course.

xxoo

Chapter 69: Motivational Morning

Happy Sunday!

Unlike yesterday, my result for spending the day studying was way more successful. At least this morning. After dinner, I’ve just been watching random YouTube videos instead of going over my notes…which is not going to help me during my three exams this week.

Hopefully my motivation will come back in full force by tomorrow, because otherwise, I don’t know how everything will turn out.

xxoo

Chapter 62: It’s A Mall World After All

Happy Sunday! Today, I spent four hours at the mall. Usually, I try to spend as little as time in there as possible, but today I was on a mission, to buy all of my holidays gifts today so I will have time to prepare them for when I give them to my friends and family. And even though my feet are sore, and my wallet is lighter than when I started out, it still was a very successful trip! But don’t expect me to try it ever again, at least until next year.

xxoo

Chapter 61: Hello December

Happy December everyone!

Today was an extremely unproductive day, more so that usual. Even though I have final exams coming up in about a week, I did nothing today to even try to prepare for them. It’s like my brain decided to shut down and go on strike. Which normally wouldn’t be so terrible, but this week is when I need my brain to work more, not less.

Hope you all have a great weekend! xxoo

Chapter 58: Italian Anyone?

Happy Wednesday!

Today, I studied for an Italian quiz that I have tomorrow. That’s pretty much it for what I did today, nothing new or exciting to share with you. At least now, instead of being hunched over my textbook with all of my notes scattered around me on the floor, I’m sitting upright and simply reviewing. Which is great for my back, but still exhausting for my brain and my eyes. Anyone know what the Italian translation is for “I need a break”?

Hope you all have a great week! 

xxoo